My creative partner, soul-mate, and Twin Flame is Noah Broe. Noah and I met in massage school four years ago, had an intimate, intense and educational relationship for a year, and then parted ways. We were separated with the random phone call or email as our only contact for three years. He traveled, I traveled. He spent time in the beautiful community of Lewisburg, WV, and so did I (at two totally different times!) Both of us, in our time apart, created ourselves, embraced our evolution, recognized ourselves as Light workers, and continued to spread our love and message to as many as we could. Noah and I were in phone contact while I was in Lewisberg this past summer, and he told me he was coming home from Maui. I was kinda bummed because I thought I was going to be headed out to Maui and that I would miss him, as he would be back in Florida. Well, after many rapid changes occurring whilst in Lewisberg,I chose to also come back to Florida to pursue my creative endeavors as a Hoop Dance Performer, teacher, and artist. I linked up with the Hoola Monsters and have since completely aligned with my Divine Purpose. (This is working out in ways I never could have possibly imagined, by the way:) So, Noah and I ended up reconnecting here in St. Petersburg, FL. We are lovingly committed to each other. So committed that we have moved into an old dance studio and are remodeling it to create a live-in dance and flow arts studio/communal space. (So stoked!) I am so grateful to have found myself, and have it reflected back to me via my Creative Partner, Noah. I prayed for this. Everything I asked for is present. We laugh, sing, dance, communicate, massage each other, create healthy meals, have the same world view, don't like TV, do love music and festivals, both love to fire dance and hoop, do yoga, have the same preference in people, enjoy being social, make amazing super sweet love together, Honor Spirit, and believe that we are the creators of this very moment. Noah reflects back to me all of the beauty and magnificence I choose to see in another human being, and choose to see in myself. Because he is confident, sure, connected and accepting of himself, he can see all of the same in me. Granted, we have our moments when one or both of us forgets our divinity and becomes scared and small. But it only takes one of us to remember, and because we are so trusting of each other and Spirit, we can lovingly guide each other back into the Light we know we are made of. So, I Love Noah :) And he loves me!
Here is the kicker...
Noah loves me so much that he is willing to change his facebook relationship status from non-existent to saying "Noah Broe is in a Relationship with Shellie White". He tried to do this and ran into a tiny problem. Facebook denied his request to be in a "Relationship with Shellie White" because "Shellie White is in a Relationship with Shellie White". For those of you who have not taken the time out of your super-busy lives to check my relationship status on facebook (don't lie, you know your interested!) I will fill you in on the fact that I went out of my way one day to create another profile for myself so that I could be in a relationship with myself. Yes, I agree this is slightly dramatic. This is how I roll. I am the star of my own show, aren't you? :) People love this. It makes a statement. It says "I am totally accepting and loving of myself and this is the only relationship that I need". It is fun and empowering. Am I ready to CANCEL my relationship with myself? And if I can drop enough pride to do this, am I ready to commit to Noah on FACEBOOK? Everyone will see! I can see it all over 'walls' across the world "Shellie White has canceled her relationship with Shellie White". What will my 971 friends think?....
You know what though, it's about time. It is time, I can feel it in my gut. By canceling my exclusive relationship with myself, I will then feel even more free to enter into as many creative partnerships as possible with those I love around me. I don't want to do this alone. I'm not doing it alone at present, really. Now I am more receiving of others help, ideas, and involvement. I am now open to sharing. Sharing my space and resources, my affection and affinity, and my LOVE. There is enough love inside of me for everyone in the world to have a helping!
I will happily and respectfully end my relationship with my 'self'. My ego will not dominate. My heart will. My heart has a huge room with vaulted ceilings and infinite unlocked doors for the man I love, respect and honor, Noah Broe. My ego is screaming "Don't give up your identity!" and my heart is singing "Spread this amazing love with everyone unabashedly and with joy!" Ok, Heart. Let's do this. I will change my relationship status with the intention to let others know it is your life's purpose to partner with Spirit, and when you truly are partnered with Spirit, another soul that is twin and akin to yours will happily be your friend, lover, teacher, and student and stand by your side on this super-duper-double-triple-looper roller coaster of life. I love loving. Here goes!
