Yes, this is quite the claim. Some may even think of it as an exaggeration or embellishment. Perhaps, even, a lie. The One who says he loves me more than anyone else has gone as far to call me 'crazy'. Let me be crazy then, for I know the truth, it is written in my DNA, embedded in every cell of my being, and resonates within me as a heartbeat and breath. If you believe you are anything less than the God that Created you, you have been successfully brainwashed. I have seen the truth many times on this Earthy and Heavenly realm, yet it seems to fade in it's vibrancy, or at times I can not recall what occurred in such a breath, heat, medicinal or prayer/meditation induced state. On Tuesday August 4th in the year of 2011, I witnessed Life/Love from the perspective of The White Circle, The Void, The Place with No Duality, The Space Between, and the Mind That Created All, and remember and still feel it within me vividly. I felt strongly called to share with all. I am still coming back into this body after being fractal-ed out into Infinity...and beyond. Infinity itself is hard to grasp...can you imagine beyond the Infinite?
I closed my eyes to meditate on Global Healing along with 300 others on Tuesday. It was the fourth day of Qi Revolution Los Angelos. Enlightenment in LA? Pshhh...tough chance. Well, let's re-frame this. It IS the City of Angels! After this experience, I am sure it truly is. The following is the recipe which brought me to the following sequence of vibrant visual images of truth.
The Recipe for Realization.
-Antique Brass Owl (to see as if it were light even if it is dark)
-A Piece of Sacred Vine from Maui (heart opening)
-Fossilized Whale Ear (to listen to all information presented in the Now)
-One Circle (my third Ring. Gifted to me upon my 3rd hoop anniversary)
-Quartz (for Clarity)
-Smoky Quartz (to heal the nations)
-Photo of Yeshua (always in recognition, presence and protection of the Christ Consciousness)
-Mantra of the Violet Flame (I AM Violet Flame! To light ALONE I bow!)
-A few pairs of crystals representing union of Divine Feminine & Divine Masculine
-And the final, and most important, element it turns out:
An image of the Divine Mother Earth being held lovingly in the hands of the Divine Father, with the light grid patterns visable, a fiery phoenix in flight, a baby at the center of the earth with a plant seed sprouting from its belly and bursting out from the center of the earth forming an erupting volcano that shoots light into the Cosmos!
I found this image in Mt. Shasta and had to have it to breathe with. It's been on my altar ever since.
This last image was the one that really came through in the breath work/visualization meditation.
I sat in a special spot. I used the Bio-Mat while sitting in a chair. Have you ever heard of a Bio-Mat? Well, if you have, then you KNOW how amazing they are (worth every crazy penny) and if you have NOT heard of the Bio-Mat, that's ok... Just know that there is a seemingly ordinary 'heating-pad' out there that is actually a combination of amethyst crystals, infrared and far infrared light healing. Super potent! So, I sat my happy ass down on one of these to do the 45 minute long breath work meditation. A good idea :) I melted right away. Time to fly!
My altar is set up, I'm in a super-open-heart-space, feeling nurtured by the heat of the Bio-Mat, and I am listening to the facilitators familiar voice over the sound system. Here we go...
Sink in. Breathe out. Inhale exhale. Repeat. Hold. Give thanks for life, when totally full, blessed with the Holy Breath of Life, drifting into the Void taking the perspective of the Cosmic Eye, The I AM, the consciousness that reveals the largest picture the Infinite Mind could ever fathom where all beings are one and there is nothing but sacred shapes, lights, colors and sounds...the dust of creation...swirling into anything that you choose! Who? Me? Yes. You and the Creator are One. You acknowledge this, and it seems so simple! What an amazing feeling to connect with the Most High-Almighty Presence of All that Is and see yourself as an Infinite Universe inside of it. You are creating your whole Universe! I look around with my Third Eye and see the sound of the other light beings as they breathe. I see the sound of their breath as pillars of light shooting from the crown like umbilical cords to the sky, becoming one in the Great White Circle of Collective Light, as it moves together, balancing the benevolent collective darkness. Yin. Yang. I become the Light. I take the form of a woman and begin to run. I am running so fast and intensely that I morph back into the light where I roll out again into fleshly form as White Wolf galloping swiftly and with Purpose. I run in timelessness. I stop running. I am pregnant with the world and sit to rest beneath a giant grandmother redwood. I sit instead of lay, propped against the tree with belly to sky, front paws resting on my warm tummy and back legs spread open. From here I morph back into female form, still in this vulnerable position and leave the earth right where it is as I detach somehow from it, and begin holding it in my hands as opposed to it being in my belly. The earth is in the same place but my body moves. This is where the image on the alter comes into play. I am now holding the earth in my hands and seeing Sacred Geometric shapes begin to surround it. To be specific with the shape I saw, it is the Sri Yantra. I also happened to be wearing this same shape coupled with black tourmaline in a pendant around my neck, that I had been gifted that day. This image came through strong, and showed me that this is the shape that all of our stars and planets collectively create around the planet. There are billions of stars, and billions of galaxies, so it is certainly somewhere in the patterns, and I am feeling blessed to have seen it. Part of me feels totally crazy writing this but the rest of me is simply grateful to have this vision to hold on to. It gives me some sort of hope. The kind of hope that feels like God whispers into your ear "I Have a Plan. It is all Divine. Find the Gift." And so, I seek. I create. Already knowing the blessings is here, in this moment, as I hold the Earth and all manifested on it in my very, wrinkled, young, old hands. I am Madain, Mother and Crone all at Once. Woman and Wolf united in the Feminine.
White Owl was beautiful, she had slanted eyes with feathered lashes and a sharp and sexy beak. Her feathers were organic yet metallic with a pearly iridescent coating. She reflected the light beautifully, shooting it off in thousands of directions, creating a soft illuminated halo around her entire being. She spread her wings fully and walked towards me. I experienced this from two perspectives. I also was her walking towards me, as well as the one she was walking towards. She wrapped her wings around the earth and was also somehow behind me. I could feel her wings wrapped around me, too, for it is a dream and all is possible. Without words she explains that this is the Protective Dream Coat and I am Safe to dream AWAKE and not fear, for she is the Owl of White Light nesting in Gratitude by Day and in Warrior Flight by Night seeing with her Owl Eyes that all is in Truth and Light!
In present moment I can tell you that I have seen White Owls almost daily ever since this vision and have had four owl feathers gifted to me as well. My boyfriend, Wolf, had two dream catchers made when I returned from this journey, both adorned with owl feathers. Synchronicity abound! The Sacred Brass Owl provided MUCH wisdom to me in my breath work on that day. Thank you, White Owl of Light! I embrace your essence and honor you as a servant to the Great Creator, the One Who Is of All Things.
There is a point in the meditation where we take 36 Warriors Breaths and continue with the final locks and holds that make the breath work so powerful, and this is the point where I begin to come back into the room, and without opening my eyes I am seeing many of the people's faces that are in the room. I am existing in what feels like multiple dimensions. I know, sounds crazy, and it is. You have to lose your mind in order to find it! I am present in the room and feeling so immensely blessed with the experience I have been gifted. I feel connected to each person in the room on a soul level. Later, when I was able to make eye contact with the attendees, I could see that they felt and saw it too, whatever it was. It was such a pure and precious awakening. I was held in a very safe space for a few days as I continued to experience this Oneness, and found a strength and presence that I had never known. I meditated most of the time and found my communication easy and no emotional attachments to any words being spoken from myself or others. I felt transparent, like all negativity just passed through me and Spirit/God/Christ Consciousness had an easy and purposeful time flowing through my body as a clean and fluid vessel. Let my body always be a Temple, clean, rested and ready to serve My Creator!
In the 24 hours that followed this amazing meditation experience, I had visions of Gandhi and Yogananda while meditating in the Self Realization Fellowship gardens and was blessed by the presence of two white swans and a red dragonfly. I was gifted the incredible honor of attending Dr. Rev. Michael Beckwith's sermon at Agape International, and listened to his lovely wife, Ricki, sing her heart songs. His message? HONOR THE BODY TEMPLE! It was right in alignment. I felt so welcomed by the presence in that church community and many of my spiritual dreams were realized in that moment, as I listened to one of the most influential characters on my journey speak words that resonated in my bones as truth. On top of all of this, somewhere on this time line I was eating at Blossoming Lotus Raw/Vegan Cafe and had the most delicious, tantalizing and delectable food on the planet. I feel that my state of consciousness had everything to do with it because something unique, sexy and totally enlightened manifested in my reality. I had an orgasm eating raw cheesecake. Yes, really. A full on climactic orgasm. The smell, the texture, the taste of different nuts and sweet pastes all blending together on my tongue aroused my entire body. My yoni began to pulsate and the energy arose so strongly that I had no chance, or desire for that matter, to stop it! I allowed it to flow and moaned and laughed, made yummy sounds and blushed while I enjoyed bite after bite, in pure ecstasy all the while. I sat between two paintings, each of a White Owl. Hmmm...again, no coincidences. The Tribe around me was impressed that I could be so sensitive and responsive to the food. I was in deep gratitude to the chef! What high vibration food. I could tell that someone had chanted and prayed over that food while preparing it. My life is totally complete now that I have had this single experience alone. Orgasmic Raw Cheesecake? Every Scorpio Females dream...
So, as you have read, this experience lasted for days. I was in a state of heightened consciousness for an extended period of time. This has happened to me a few times before. Once, for FOUR months! Again, the breath work. It's called the Nine Breath Method as facilitated by Jeff Primack. I put my own spin on it and hold the structure of the practice but sometimes switch around the breaths to my liking. Every one is different and produces different yet profound effects/sensations. I did it every day, twice a day for an entire four months. It changed my life. I began my travels around that time, giving away or selling all of my possessions. Referring my massage clients out to other professional therapists. Packing up my car and touring the country spreading love, hoops, Qi Gong, Breathing and being the Muse for All!
I feel like the transmission is complete. This blog may be a little random and I am leaving it mostly unedited. These are the raw words and thoughts of The Light being Shellie White.
Aloha!
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